safetyXpinnedXheart

My dreams are the exact opposite of my reality. When I'm sad I always have good dreams. In reality you told me, you didn't care about me anymore you told me you were done with me, but in my dreams you wanted to be with me. I smiled and it wasn't fake ...I never have nightmares.

     I'm sitting in a room painted the color of happiness:yellow.        A lady with long, straight, salt& pepper hair asks me questions in a gentle voice to which I answer "No": 1.Have you had any thoughts of hurting or killing yourself or anybody else?  2.Have you been doing anything dangerous?  3.No drugs, alcohol or tobacco?  4.Thoughts that someone is trying to hurt you?  5.Special messages from the TV or radio?  6.Hearing voices when no one's around?  7.Any worries?       I answered three questions incorrectly: 1,3,& 7.          Some people lie because they don't want help.           Some people lie because some people weren't

I wish I could write something that would make you say "That's freaking deep."